I am sorry

Once you said you loved me, what happened to that thought
I know i have cause you pain, but you also caused me a lot
I took you back after everything you ever put me through
You wanna know why? Because that's how much i love you

I know i fucked up, I know i made a mistake
But look how many fuck ups you have made
All the times you said you would be here, all the times you lied
Every single day, i have laid in my bed and fucking cried

I cant move on, I cant move to my next lover so fucking fast
I keep thinking about us, I keep thinking about our past
And how we was so in love, and i took all of it for granted
Im sorry for everything i have put you through, Im so sorry

I dont feel like doing anything, while your out having fun
Im sitting around the house thinking we cant be done
Im so hurt, how can you move from me to another guy
You told me you loved me, I thought i was your world

I cant believe your doing this to me, i feel so much pain
How can i get through this? All it does is gain
Each day i dont have you in my arms, the pain starts to get so hard
I gave my fucking heart to you, and you was the fucking guard

I know i hurt you first, I know i cause you pain
I want to take it back now, Im ready to explain

I wanted a ring so bad, but when i got it i felt held down
I felt like i was staying in 1 place while the world spun around
I felt like i had committed something to you, and i felt like i was behind
I realized i was a dick, caused you pain, but now i want it all to rewind

I would make you the center of my life, and never let you go
I would take day by day, and start at the hello
I would tell you i love you more than i ever did, and you know its true
Because if i was lying, then i wouldn't be crying over you

Im sorry for everything i have ever did to you,
Im sorry for thinking about you every single day
Im sorry for caring to much about you to move on
Im sorry for talking about you cause you wont get off my mind
Im sorry for always acting like a dick
Im sorry for wanting to party more than being with you
IM sorry for being sorry because THATS HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU

Please come back, Ill be waiting right here for you to show me you care
PLease come back, Ill be waiting right here for you to show me a tear
PLease come back, Ill be waiting right here for you to show me you love me
Please come back, Ill be waiting right here for you to tell me we were meant to be

I love you more than anything, why cant you fucking see
Ill do anything for you, i need you right next to me
I miss the way you would hold my hand with your soft gentle touch
I miss everything about you, i miss you so fucking much

I need you with me, I need you to show me you still care
And always remember, I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE
Yesterday, you told me to quit talking about you and that stupid man whore
But you are always on my mind, and tears always seems to pour

I tried fighting for you, I tried more than what you have ever done for me
I tried calling that stupid bitch just to talk to you and show we are meant to be
You mean the world to me and so much fucking more
I cant take this anymore, I hate crying on the floor

I start crying so hard, that i end up falling down
Why dont you come see me once, instead of saying see ya around
You said you might come see me the other night, but you never showed
You said you said that to get me to leave, and i almost had to explode

When you said that, my heart fell in two
I couldnt believe after all this i still love you
Im trying so hard to keep u off my mind
I wish i could stop time, and rewind
But i cant and im so sorry for everything
I cry every time i hear the songs you sing
"No One Else Comes Close" was the song
I know its about me and im sorry
Im trying to hold on, but im not strong

Why dont you think about all the good times we had
Instead of thinking about the past and all the bad
Remember all those times we went 4 prom and had so much fun
You almost fell asleep on the bed and i told u were the one
When we made pancakes for my family, and ended up fighting who can cook better
Thats when we was so in love, we couldnt stand to be without one another
Remember when we danced under the moonlight after rainfest, looking at all the stars
And how we would tell each other about all of our stupid ass scars
When we raced to eat ur moms curry puffs, and i said u were too slow
I know you still love me, but you will never let it show
Remember we would lay in bed, holding on to each other so tight
We would talk and laugh our asses of all night

I love you baby, I always have and I always will
When you realized what you lost, Ill be waiting for you

Sincerely yours,
Mohd Nashwin Zain